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What did I learn in 2014?

31/12/2014

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 I came across a post by Serri Graslie @sgraslie inviting people to share one thing they learned during 2014 for a feature on NPR Radio. Three celebrities offered their views like discovering true love or something about themselves (1). 

It's one of those questions that seems deceptively simple but is very hard to  articulate because where do you begin? We learn so much stuff but much of it is incidental and goes unnoticed. It is perhaps easier to say that we have leaned significant things if we have engaged in entirely new experiences, like a new job, formed a significant new relationship, or travelled to a new place. It's also easier to answer if we can show that we can do things that we couldn't do before - like drive a car, play a new sport, or knit a scarf. Everyday learning is much harder to represent, although the annual Christmas Eve quiz put on by a friend, focusing on people and events of the past year, usually shows me what I haven't learned or remembered.

One of the great things about a learning blog is that it records things you at least thought were significant and meaningful at the time. So skimming through the posts I wrote through the year gives me an indication of some of the more significant experiences I've had and learning I gained, and where I put effort into trying to learn something new.

Family-related stuff - I put quite a lot of effort this year into researching and writing about my family's history aided by certain members of the family and the ancestry.co.uk portal and search engine. I discovered what I already knew that we are ordinary people coming from humble backgrounds but the information that I gleaned from census and other records created much new meaning for me. It was particularly rewarding to gain new insights into the role of my two grandfathers in the first world war and to the ancestral histories of my first wife's family. I have packaged what I have learnt into a PoD book published by LULU for the members of the family and I was able to share the first version of it with my father before he died in August. I think he valued the fact that I had recorded his life story and that of his family.

In researching and writing our family history I have felt a strong sense of honouring my family and ancestors - those who I have known and those who I have not known. In the case of my father I was glad to honour his life before he died in August, while sadly for my first wife and her parents the honouring is in their memory. In the context of family, 2014 like every year has had its challenges through which I have been exposed to new and difficult experiences. But we learn to deal with situations as they arise and that is the nature of everyday learning that we take for granted.

My own life - as part of this process of documenting our family I have begun to write my own life story. My father's death has brought me closer to my own mortality and I feel the need to record things I remember and try to make more sense of how I have become who I am. I realise that I'm the only one who can make sense of my life and the events in my life. I'm certainly the only one who knew how I felt at a particular moment. As well as appreciating what I have been able to do and accomplish it's also a chance to confront my regrets and what I did not do so well in life.

During the year my social enterprise, Lifewide Education, continued to be the main focus for my professional learning and educational practice. I was heavily involved in the production of four issues of Lifewide Magazine. The first corresponded with our first conference and our attempts to map the lifewide education and learning movement in universities and colleges. The second examined the use of social media, the third the idea of the social age and the fourth the idea of disruption and resilience. All provided me with opportunity to engage in research and enquiry and to write. I developed further and applied my thinking on learning ecologies. The idea of disruption and inflection points as major drivers for learning and development emerged and these ideas have given me the greatest pleasure and insights into learning and development this year.

I participated in the open on-line BYOD4L course facilitated by Chrissi Nerantzi and Sue Becks and learnt about how such courses are organised and facilitated. Useful stuff as I'm going to be involved in supporting an open on-line course on creativity in the NY and this will give me a chance to facilitate and use the P2PU platform and tools.

I have certainly got better at using social media this year. Because of our Lifewide Education conference in March, I got more involved in using twitter, something I had never really got to grips with, and through a sustained effort through the year I have learnt how to use it in a more proactive way to share ideas  and my blog posts and promote LWE. In fact I now service three different accounts and my followers are slowly growing.I have also realised the value and potential of social media in helping us develop our personal learning networks and I have benefited enormously from many people who have shared their ideas, images and the products of their thinking and writing. I have pro-actively engaged with other social media - Linkedin and academia.edu. Probably my use of social media has been one of the main ways I have developed my practice this year. I have also made good use of surveymonkey to undertake surveys to inform my presentations and have developed a model for contributing to institutional conferences that involves pre-conference on-line surveys and then using the data in my talks. Its more satisfying to present information that has been grown from participants' own beliefs, experiences and practices.

I had two great teaching experiences this year. The first at the University of Limerick where I put together very quickly, a professional development process for exploring the idea of creativity in the context of lifewide experiences. The participants were a delight to be with and I felt we had co-created the experience and all learnt a lot in the process. The second experience was my second visit to Beijing Normal University where I enjoyed giving a short course on the social age, lifewide education and creativity with postgraduate students. During the week I am looked after by Prof. Hong Chegwen and two students and I learn so much about China and many other things. Thanks to a 'walk in the wild mountains' with Professor Hong and the philosophising that accompanied us on our journey - I know have a deep respect for the idea of 'cherishing your life'.

I get half a dozen requests a year to talk on the theme of creativity in higher education and growing out of my continued interest has been a desire to consolidate and organise my work and ideas and make them accessible - so I created a website and branded it creative academic. Once constructed I began to see the possibility of establishing it as a social enterprise like, Lifewide Education, to promote creativity in higher education. So as the year ends this is the new project I am now embarking on which I'm sure will drive my learning in the coming year.

My main hobby is my band and this year we wrote and recorded songs for a CD to raise money to help a family whose 2 year old child needed expensive treatment in America for brain tumour. We discovered a purpose - raising money for children's cancer charities and it has helped motivate us as a band.

So in answer to the question ' what did I learn in 2014? - of necessity I learned a lot  but most of what I have learned has gone unnoticed and unrecorded. Thanks to my blog I can celebrate some of the things I have learned and been able to appreciate more what I cherish in my life.

(1)  What did you learn in 2014?
https://soundcloud.com/npr/benedict-cumberbatch-chris-rock-dave-barry-on-what-they-learned-in-2014



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Losing yourself to live a more meaningful & fulfilled life

27/12/2014

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Some people make an outstanding contribution to our personal learning network (PLN). Maria Popova is one example in my PLN. She writes an extremely thought provoking blog http://www.brainpickings.org/ and draws attention to her writing via twitter  @brainpickings. This week I came across Maria's post on Rebecca Solnit's book A Field Guide to Getting Lost. In it she tells a story in which a student came into a workshop she was running with a quote from what she said was the pre-Socratic philosopher Meno. It read, “How will you go about finding that thing the nature of which is totally unknown to you?”  The question stuck with her and seemed to provide her with 'the basic tactical question in life'. She goes on to say, 'The things we want are transformative, and we don’t know or only think we know what is on the other side of that transformation. Love, wisdom, grace, inspiration — how do you go about finding these things that are in some ways about extending the boundaries of the self into unknown territory, about becoming someone else?'

I had just posted my own blog on the importance of disruption and inflection in life and the two ideas seemed to come together in a synergetic way. The 'how will you go about finding that thing, the nature of which is totally unknown to you' question, is at least partly answered by both the choices we make that take us on a trajectory into the unknown, or the circumstances that force us on to a trajectory into the unknown that we then have to deal with. In other words the disruptions and inflections in our life make a significant contribution to answering this fundamental life question.

Drawing on the writings of Walter Benjamin, who considered the difference between not finding your way and losing yourself — something he called “the art of straying.” Solnit writes: 'To lose yourself: a voluptuous surrender, lost in your arms, lost to the world, utterly immersed in what is present so that its surroundings fade away. Maria elaborates,' to be lost is to be fully present, and to be fully present is to be capable of being in uncertainty and mystery. And one does not get lost but loses oneself, with the implication that it is a conscious choice, a chosen surrender, a psychic state achievable through geography. That thing the nature of which is totally unknown to you is usually  what you need to find, and finding it is a matter of getting lost.

Solnit examines the duality of our relationship to the concept of lost. 'Lost really has two disparate meanings. Losing things is about the familiar falling away, getting lost is about the unfamiliar appearing. There are objects and people that disappear from your sight or knowledge or possession; you lose a bracelet, a friend, the key. You still know where you are. Everything is familiar except that there is one item less, one missing element. Or you get lost, in which case the world has become larger than your knowledge of it. Either way, there is a loss of control. Imagine yourself streaming through time shedding gloves, umbrellas, wrenches, books, friends, homes, names. This is what the view looks like if you take a rear-facing seat on the train. Looking forward you constantly acquire moments of arrival, moments of realization, moments of discovery. The wind blows your hair back and you are greeted by what you have never seen before. The material falls away in onrushing experience. It peels off like skin from a molting snake. Of course to forget the past is to lose the sense of loss that is also memory of an absent richness and a set of clues to navigate the present by; the art is not one of forgetting but letting go. And when everything else is gone, you can be rich in loss.'
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This beautifully expressed way of seeing the process of embarking on a new trajectory through life, particularly if we have voluntarily chosen and engineered it as we create or go along with opportunity for a new inflection point in our life, seems to offer a deeper insight into not only the psychological and practical process of life inflections and self-disruptions, but also the reason why we are oriented towards doing it.  By changing the direction of our life. By voluntarily putting ourselves into new situations that will take us on a different path through the landscape that we inhabit - we are creating opportunity to lose something of our selves (the life we used to lead and the person we used to be) while at the same time creating the potential to discover, 'that thing, the nature of which is totally unknown'.  Losing ourselves is the way we challenge ourselves to live a life in which we can discover for ourselves its very meaning.  Perhaps we all need to learn the wisdom offered by Maria Popova 'Never to get lost is not to live'.

Sources
Maria Popova (2014) A Field Guide to Getting Lost: Rebecca Solnit on How We Find Ourselves
Rebecca Solnit (2006) A Field Guide to Getting Lost: Rebecca Solnit on How We Find Ourselves
Walter Benjamin (2009) “A Berlin Chronicle,” found in One-Way Street and Other Writings


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The profound importance of the disruption and inflection points in our life

16/12/2014

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For the last month or so I have been working on the December issue of Lifewide Magazine (1) which is devoted to exploring the ideas of disruption and resiliency in life. The process of forming a magazine out of the articles we can either find, persuade people to write or write ourselves, is always a powerful learning experience for me and I often think I'm the main beneficiary of each issue. Its an enormously powerful agent for reflection and I find myself thinking about my own life in ways that I have either never thought about before or have been encouraged to see things differently.

A few weeks ago I came across an article that described an interview-based study in which participants had been asked to identify seven significant events in their life and then construct a narrative of their life using these events as a structure.  Inevitably, events that were chosen were times of significant change. I tried the same approach and came up with eighteen events over my lifetime that either caused me to create a new or modified pathway though life and/or changed my behaviour in a significant way which meant I changed my attitude and approach to life and therefore lived it differently. Through this process I identified two different types of life changing events which I'm calling inflections and disruptions.

Inflections are points in your life where events and decisions either take you in a different direction, altering the course of at least one aspect of your life - like education or a job. Characteristically they engender positive feelings of hope, adventure and opportunity as you are propelled into and along a new trajectory. They require you to go through a transition which may or may not be easy to make but the transition is generally not accompanied by a  deep sense of loss for what has been before. Applying for, securing and settling into a new job are important inflection points in so far as they provide important new contexts for social interaction, problem solving and challenges and require transition which impacts on identity, confidence and capability.

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Disruptions, on the other hand, are events that are either thrust upon you by circumstances beyond your control - like the serious illness, injury and death, or new situations that you voluntarily enter - like ending one career and starting another, or leaving one way of life for an entirely different life. Disruptions require us to go through a significant transition and transformation process and they engender a deep sense of loss as you leave something of yourself behind as you try to adjust to new and unfamiliar situations and an uncertain future. Disruptions are psychologically more disturbing than inflection points because emotions are more negatively charged and they are also likely to be more challenging. Because of these characteristics they may require considerable resilience to overcome them.

Thankfully, like most people I have experienced many more inflections in my life than disruptions.

Some examples from my own life
I have tried to map the inflection and disruption points in my life (see list below) in order to develop a deeper appreciation of their impact on me and my life.

Inflection points occurred three times during my secondary schooling and on each occasion there was a circumstance in which a teacher believed in me sufficiently to give me a chance and help create opportunity for me which took me on a new pathway to the future without feeling any sense of loss for the past. Inflection points in my life also determined my pathway to a PhD and to my first professional role and 8 years of living in Saudi Arabia. At a personal level, inflection points occurred when I met the first girl who I decided to marry, and also, after her untimely death at the age of 48, the second girl I decided to marry. Inflections also occurred as each of my children were born and we grew from a couple into a family since becoming a parent and caring for children has a significant impact on your own identity and behaviours.

"Very few people see inflection points as the opportunities they often are: catalysts for changing their lives; moments when a person can modify the trajectory he or she is on and redirect it in a more desirable direction.  Whether it's a new job, a change in a relationship, or something else, an inflection point is one of those periodic windows of opportunity when a person can pause, reflect, and ask: '... do I want to continue on this path or is now the moment to change direction?"(2)

It's hard to remember what you thought as a child, but now I think that I did realise at the time when I was in my first inflection point, that I was at crossroads and that the decision I was making would reshape my life. I could see that there were opportunities for me to take although I could only appreciate the potential in the change I made when I looked back. As Soren Kierkgaard once said 'Life can only be understood backwards [after it has been] lived forwards'

List of important inflections (I) and dislocations (D) in my life
I1 1963 Moving from a Secondary Modern School to a Grammar School
I2 1967 Being allowed into the 6th form and discovering I liked geology
I3 1967 Dating a girl who I later married
I4 1969 Circumstances determined I went to Kings College London rather than the university I had planned to go to
I5 1971 I secured my first job as a geologist working in a tin mine which 1 year later opened gave me the chance to start a PhD
I6 1976 Chance meeting paved the way for my first professional role as a teacher in Saudi Arabia
17 1979, 81 and 84 birth of my three children
I8 1995 New job/role and transition to Higher Education Quality Council
I9 1997 New job/role and transition to Quality Assurance Agency
I10 2000 New job/role and transition to Learning Teaching Support Network
I11 2003 My marriage to my second wife and becoming step dad to three children  aged 4-12 I12 2006 New job/role and transition to SCEPTrE Director University of Surrey
I13 2011 Redundancy and transition to self-employment and setting up of Lifewide Education
I14 2012 Birth of twins to my daughter one of whom is disabled - I became their carer for 1 and sometimes 2 days a week

D1 1985 Returning from Saudi Arabia - giving up a professional role, a job I enjoyed and found fulfilling, an identity and friends to return to the UK without a job with much uncertainty for 6 months.
D2  1990 Giving up my career as a geology teacher/researcher for a Civil Service role in HM Inspectorate of education. The year long transition challenged and changed me and required great resilience to cope with and survive.
D3 1993 Being made redundant by HMI and having to take on a job in Plymouth that required me to live away from home Monday-Friday. Again significant challenge and invention of new role while losing my old identity.
D4 1998/99 Illness and death of my first wife - loss of my best friend and partner in life

Turning to the disruptions in my life I have experienced several of my own making occurred. The first occurred when my family and I left Saudi Arabia and I gave up a job I enjoyed, many good friends and a lifestyle we had been accustomed to. The second when I was 40, and had reached a point in my career when I felt I needed a change. An opportunity presented itself to move from teaching geology in a Polytechnic to becoming Her Majesty’s Inspector (HMI) of geoscience education -  a position I was not sure I wanted even after I had attended an interview. But I was successful and I spent time trying to find out what the job entailed and eventually convinced myself that I could do it and also that it would be worthwhile. But the first 12 months were the hardest of my professional life. I had to give up being the professional geologist I had invested heavily in becoming and there were enormous feelings of loss alongside the stress, uncertainty and at times exhaustion I was experiencing. A few years later in 1992 I was made redundant as the HMI role was abolished - this was a disruption but more significantly the next job I took meant I had to work away from home in Plymouth - it caused me a lot of angst for the two years I commuted weekly and was unable to be with my wife and three children.


My most recent disruption was being made redundant in 2011 and realising that because I had reached the age when I could take my occupational pension seeing that there was potential in the situation (seeing it as an inflection point) to construct a life of self-employment and other purposeful activity.

The biggest disruption I have so far had to cope with was the loss of my first wife to cancer in 1999. When she died, a significant part of me died with her and I know that I became a different person to the person I was when she was alive. While outwardly it might have looked as if I had coped well with my loss I kept how I felt to myself and I lost my enthusiasm for life for a while and within a few months I had decided to move on to another role in another organisation - I think, in part, to escape the past.


Looking back, I can now see how all these inflection points and disruptions were the triggers for new pathways and experiences through life. Many of these points required me to go through a transition that was not enjoyable or comfortable and which changed me to varying degrees and in various ways. All required me to learn and develop as a person. Many required me to develop myself professionally for new roles. Many required me to relinquish an identity and begin to develop a new identity. For these reasons, I conclude that the points of inflection and disruption in our life have a profound influence on who we are at each stage of our life and who we eventually become. They are largely responsible for our uniquely personal learning and development and our accomplishments in the contexts we have inhabited.

1) Exploring Disruption and Resilience Lifewide Magazine December 2014
2) Taking Advantage of Life’s (Few and Far Between) Inflection Points
Howard's Gift: Uncommon Wisdom to Inspire Your Life's Work,  By Eric C. Sinoway http://hbswk.hbs.edu/item/7041.html


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